Let's be awesome with them! (PART 1)

F to the R to the I to the E to the N to the D

(spell it right ladies and gentlemen)

F.R.I.E.N.D.S 

Assalamualaikum,

This entry will be the entry that I want to dedicate to all my friends out there, who touch my heart, making me smiling grinning til ears with their jokes, sharing their words of wisdom, taught me the sense of fashion, to be loved and be in love and most important they know what meaning FRIENDS are for.

Yes, you do.

Bestie

Friend really important in our life. It's reality, I didn't made it up. They are kind of a person who create a special bond with us. We need them. Why so? because sometimes they can turn us become a better person, influence us to do great things, encourage us to score better marks in our assignment and the most important we are the one who hold the key to be friend with whom. What about mine? Well, I always bear in my mind that:

"I can be friend with everyone, but I keep the selected one closed."

I'm really grateful that I was being surrounding with the beautiful heart, excellent and great thinker, funny and always making me smile, strong and have firm judgmental during arguments. Please, I'm not a selective person who does not care or be friend with certain people, but in certain way they are too complicated to understand.The timeline that I pass through in my life have taught me the art of being friend. So much memories and lessons that got from them. Thank you guys, a part from you all did reshape myself internally to be exact even some of you we met only through social network.

Lot of loves,
Ili Fahmeeda 




Here comes the list:

Best Friends back then in kindergarten

Name that should be mention here: 

Rohana Ishak and Nur Izzati Samsuddin.

Why I should credit them: Well, because they are my friends? Ahaha, I know them best. We quite close until primary school. If I flip over my album and I saw our picture together,there will be grinning on my face.How closed we are back then. Even we are far apart and have our own life and dreams but deep inside our soul, they are my great friend and always be forever. If both of you read this entry, 

"Rohana, Izzati, aku rindu kat hampa" 

(Rohana,Izzati, I missed both of you :'-(

Too much to be told, let the rest remained in the memory.

Close Friend back then in Primary School 

Name that should be mention:

Nur Nabilah bt Mazlan

She is school prefect, talented in painting and drawing skills.

Masni Mohd. Adnan

We closed because our elder brother studying in same school.

Nur Liyana Abd.Latiff

You always good in Math. I remember your neat handwriting scribbling down on my kad raya and birthday card wishes.

Farhah Shabir

Her nick name is Paah. One of the best student with sunshiny sincere smile.
Nurul Qistina Baharuddin
Soft-spoken girl and she's very good in English.


To conclude:

(No thesaurus can give you girls those words, no rhyming dictionary.)

but a THANK YOU.

How about the rest of my former schoolmates?

 Here, I really want all you know that, I DID OWED AMAZING GREAT YEARS WITH ALL OF YOU during SKPB Batch97-02. I still keep in touch with them through Facebook and Twitter. Some of them really succeed in their life whether in studies or career. Congratulations. But really want to track back my friend named Syazmin. We are from the same class, 1 Berkat, but she moved to another school shortly.  The memories that I remember was her appearance, Chinese looking girl even she is Malay :-)

Close Friend back then Secondary School

Name that should be mention: 

1) Wan Nur Ashikin Wan Hassan

2) Faten Nur Hakimah Zaidi

3) Nurul Farehah Fisal

4)Siti Aishah Suhaimi

5) Nadiah Mohd Noor

6) Nor Syazwani Ismail

7) Nor Hamiezah

8) Nasriah Husna Mohd. Fathil

9) Nur Farahin

10) Aisyah Diyana

11)Siti Nur Jannah 

12) Mohd. Syazwan Zamer
13) Idayu
14) Nur Liyana Rosli
15) Faridah

To conclude:
To be fair and square, all of them got their own awesomeness and speciality. 
THANK YOU. Maybe in next 10 years we will meet again for our reunion.

Some of them, I already knew since primary school but we're not so closed yet. So, everything change after we became classmates. I get to know them well. We pass through the odds and memorable experiences together. They became my "mirror" who define me as well. 

P/S:

We have been through dramas, stupidity, secrets, experiences, fights, arguments, jealousy, tears and laughter. 
I love you.♥

Some where, Some how

I love them so much
(just to catch up my breath before starting the entry)

Bismillahirahmanirahim,
Assalamualaikum.

It's been a LONG time I didn't update my blog. I kept procrastinate updating it even I do have stories to tell about. Things happened around me and what the most remarkable moments that I pass through this whole 2nd semester really makes me wondered did I pass the "TEST"?

YA ALLAH,
I do kept grumbling, complaining, and sobbing last semester. But the best part were I do have strongest supporters behind me who always be there when I needed, giving motivational words and wisdom, sharing their laughter and spirit to keep me move on. If I stated one by one, it will be a long list.

Try harder to SMILE.

Sometime she just a sobbing girl ;(

I kept rejoiced myself, everything will going be fine even it hardest to solve it. I tried to smile and keep thinking the positive thoughts but surely I can't pass through it without my friends, love one and family. SYUKRAN JAZILAN. So I concluded as:

"Thank you for all your kindness again, I do owed all of you"

Some where, some how where I didn't noticed that I'm successfully pass through last semester (not until my 2nd semester result come out actually), even I called it as an ODD one. but sometime it do have it's own sweet memories behind it. I learnt a lot things, about the friendship bonding, what's mean trust to somebody, handling my own time management, differences between being prepared and not prepared, being an independent instead of dependable to others :( and the way I'm  handling my own problems. I like to confess that I still not perfect enough especially towards anyone that knew me. SORRY.

Sorry can be the hardest word.
Don't put to much ego when saying it.

There still a long journey which I needed to complete. It always keep mingling inside my head. 

(Always bear in my mind )

Completing the road of success is a MARATHON. not a sprint.#positivequote

Till then, salam