Tuesday 23 October 2012

I'm coming home


I'm coming home
I'm coming home
Tell the world I'm coming home
 
 
 
 

Well,
To be exact, there only few hours left before I'm heading back to Penang for mid-sem break.
Frankly, there are some sort of weird feeling. Am I too excited or too anxious?
Err, absolutely excited. 
(IT IS AN AWESOME FEELING :-).
Last night, I successfully packed all my belogings inside my luggage.
This time, I cannot travel light (usually I only bring along my backpack and very small handy bag).
Because half of my luggage filled with "things that needed and references for my assignments and upcoming test".
But there are few things that I need to rechecked back.
Most important is the TICKET, without it, I'm no where tonight. :( 
 
 
So, the joyful and excitement already filled in the air.
Last morning, I still got one class left which was 3 hours period.
To be truth, I'm not totally focusing with the lectures given.
(Sorry Sir Rahimi). but I tried to focus and scribbles the notes. 
Luckily, the class finished earlier.
Alhamdulillah.
 
 
 
Okay, to kill my past time, I prefer staying at the library after that.
It's been a while I didn't visited or borrowing some books.
Today is the day, two books which I choosed to borrow for my references during this holiday.
and I'm satisfied with it.
Apart from that, I just flipped through several books and I find this interesting quote:
 
 
 
 
"When success has been achieved,
Don't ride on pride. Enjoy your rythmes"
 
 
 
 
Rejoice myself with this holiday.
I just want to spent my tranquality of sensation quality week.
Yup, Hari Raya Haji is in the corner.
and it is the Festival of Sacrifice.
 
 
 
 
 
So,
What are your sacrifies this time?
:-)
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 

Friday 19 October 2012

Syukur Alhamdulillah

Dear my blog,

I'm extremely sorry because I'm neglecting you recently.
Due of heavy burdens this semester, I hardly find the right time to update you.
Please forgive me :(

P/s: I missed my old times.




;(


I used to LOVE swinging at playground.


. . . . . . . . . . .




Okay,okay, let's proceed to our story.
First and foremost, it's already October. Times as usual flies quickly and left me alone with my own procrastination.
(Great Ili! T_T)


Yes, times flies madly fast.


Err..reminder for me ;p


I admitted that I'm being quite playing around with my time management even though I hardly tried my best to manage it. But I confidently 100% that I/m not totally focused.
Ya Allah, this semester will be the tough one, I can feel it.* my instinct told me so.
BUT I always keep remind myself, be positive, always try your best to achieve what you dream for
If your senior can do it, so do you.


Burn the midnight candle and having a cuppa.



InsyaAllah, that's are my target.

Sound true for me. 
Things unexpected may happens if we're not prepared.



We need a clear planning inside our life.
If not, we are not getting anywhere.
We should be "Istiqamah" to do it.
Plan it well, InsyaAllah everything will turn as we expected.
Well, enough with those motivation words.


Recently, I kept busying myself with all those assignment, quizzes, presentation and proposal for my project this semester.
Those routine kept on and on without full stop until the dateline which we need to pass up.
It needs a lot scarifies.
Therefore, everything need a very brilliant and creative IDEAS to do it.
I hope for the best, so I need to perform it well. InsyaALLAH.
So far so good, I had a very supportive classmates, Abah and Mama who always be there for me and my love one, HR who encourage me to overcome all these odds.
Million thanks my dearest for the constant doa :)


Syukur Alhamdulillah.








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Wednesday 26 September 2012

Library is like a candystore

Today will be the shortest entry.
Since yesterday I planned nicely to come to library cause' I got no class today.
Alhamdulillah, everything going well.
After a quick spring cleaning my house this morning and having breakfast, I managed to have car pooling with one of my housemates, Kak Dilla. (Thank you, I owed you Kak Dilla ^^)
The reason why I come to the library is to have group discussion with my groupmates for Dr. Nasir's proposal. (hope everything going well)
Sigh....
How much I missed the library. It's like entering a candystore.
Yup, my passion of reading is still alive. It keep booming over my head.
Cause' this semester, I was stayed outside. So, it's quite hard to come over except if I have class on that day.
But the chances come over on weekends to hang out, flip over the newspapers and having a tranquality time in here is rare. :(
Ya, I admit that library in here is not cool like others. but I've to be grateful.
At least it is still a library.=_=







My candystore







 The real candystore :)









Which one do you prefer?
;3








I will be coming home

It's been a while since the last entry, I didn't have a chance yet to update my blog.
One word to describe my situation right now, "PROCRASTINATION".
Everything which I planned, is out of track. :(
Oh my, oh my..
A lot of things happens recently~my C-Day ^^
I need to regain my spirit back, all those hopes and expectations.


This 2nd semester in degree gonna be more "adventurous". :3
But I'm not a "LONE RANGER". Cause they are already made my day.

To:
1) My parents who are my gold, platinum, and diamond.
   *include abang and adik. I missed them, badly ;(
2) I do have great classmates who always be there for me and they are like my big family now. Thanks guys!


Half of the subjects I took this semester is super-duper-fascinating.
Combination of technical and theory. Even though, my diploma was in computer field but I still can adapt those lessons for my degree in Sc.in Information Management.
But  to be truth, first time entered HTML class, I already nervous.
Oh my, is quite hard than C++. The coding which like a strange language which I've to learn this semester. Yup, our lecturer already gave us our final project.
"AWESOME". T_T.
But it's okay, I need falling in love this subject and pass with flying colors.
Overall, I want to give the best shot this semester, like previously. Amin. InsyaAllah.






“Success is getting what you want, happiness is wanting what you get” 







Yup, I'm currently waiting for Raya Haji.
Why? 
I will be coming home.
I missed everything in Penang.
and I'm very looking forward for it.




Let the pictures portrays my feelings right now:




Hundreds miles away from Penang. 
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The End






Oh,
Last but not least,
here are my diploma 's C-Day pictures:


Thursday 30 August 2012

Expectation for my Convocation Day




             Approximately almost 3077 students who will be received their diploma for this 12th Convocation of Polytechnic Seberang Perai 2012. What a long list right, for sure it combined four different departments in my polytechnic which are Commerce, Electric, Mechanical and Information Technology department.  After viewed the list name of graduates, and yeay! my name was listed as number 1087.

Proud to be listed as number 1087 out of 3077.



But....sigh~
              To be truth is I'm really looking forward this C-Day for a long time. But it's okay, Allah plan's is great and I'm really grateful that the date which fixed for my department's turn was just in time. 7th September will be the rehearsal. Then followed by 8th September, JKE a.k.a Electrical Department, my department's turn for convocation will be held. The next day, 9th September, I will be heading back to UiTM Machang, Kelantan. Ermm, what a tight schedule there. Three days in a row. 


               I'm always want to be early bird to settle down the payment for convocation fees and things that needed to bring along during the rehearsal.  The irony was I just paid the necessary fees only which the grand total is RM240. Besides, I refused to order the plaque because I'm really sensible to myself and the cost for the plaque already reach RM60. Naaahh, it's okay. The most important is the memories which I want to captured and keep it.  Oh, the other preparations such the bouquet of flower and my attire for C-day already prepared.  I keep simple as I can but the most important is sanctification.  


               Thank you to Abah and Mama for general support and doa throughout my three years struggling to finish my diploma. Both of you always be my good listener when I needed your ideas and advice to achieve the dreams. Yup, I will cherish all those hard and happy moments during studying in Polytechnic Seberang Perai. Thank you to the lecturers and amazing seniors and friends who always pick me up during I'm down. I owed all of you. 




Hope everything will be turn okay.
The weather
The memories
The expectations
The reunion




InsyaAllah.




Soon it will be my turn.
Ili Fahmeeda binti Ismail
will receive
Diploma in Electronic (Computer) Engineering
from
Electrical Department
Polytechnic Seberang Perai


Date:8th September 2012 (Saturday)
Venue: Dewan Sri Mutiara
Time: 9.30 am until 12.00 noon




credit to Official Website PSP for this picture.

















Wednesday 29 August 2012

How Time is Fleeting

Now, it's already 30th August 2012, 12 Syawal 1433H.
Salam Aidilfitri.
8 days more to go before my graduation day for Diploma.
Yeah, I miss my dearest classmates, lecturers, seniors and PSP too.
It's been a while I didn't catch up with them, only through Facebook or texting.
but thank you to social network. Sometimes it really made my day.
There will be a lot of juicy stories which I need to hear and share with them.
3 years we stick together and share our bond of friendship and as a big family.
InsyaAllah, hopefully our friendship remains forever.
Yeah, to all DTKA batch July08 til March11. Till we meet then on our  B-DAY^^

THANK YOU, my dearest friends who always made my day



July, August, soon September will appear. Flip the calendar Ili.
Oh my, oh my.
How fast time is fleeting, really!
There are a lot of things will happen and did happen recently.
Things that unexpected, making me smiling and grinning until ear is an AWESOME feeling.
Alhamdulillah, those happiness and feelings really makes me feel great. 


Happiness depends on ourselves cause we CREATE it.
   


                                                                                                                                                                   
Some say that " The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step".
Maybe I may not be there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday. 
Soon, I will be starting new semester for my degree.
Ya Allah,to be truth I'm scared.
Hopefully everything going be alright.
I keep the faith strong, pray harder together with my parents and my love one's supports and doa.
How much I missing them, it's not kind of strange feeling.
cause I know I'm not alone.
They will always be there for me.



The family is a heaven in heartless world





Just reminder for myself.




Your biggest challenge isn't someone else.
It's the ache in your lungs and the burning in your legs, 
the voice inside you that yells "CAN'T",
but you don't listen.
You just push harder.
And then you hear the voice whisper "CAN"
and discover that the person you thought you were is no match for the one you really are.



Running is a test, not a game. A test of faith, belief, will, and trust in ones self.






Wednesday 15 August 2012

It's Up to You

Assalamualaikum w.b.t
Hiya dear,




Nadia Comaneci? 


Who's  she anyway? Once, I've heard her name before but I can't remember where I heard it.  But through my reading recently, I found her name again. Yup, Nadia Comaneci. The most interesting about her was the history she made 36 years ago during Olympics 1976  in Montreal, Canada. I tried to Google her background lil' bit. Wow, she did have a gifted talent.  When she was about 14 she scored the first perfect 10 at the Olympics in Woman's Gymnastics.  No person, especially such a small one, had ever scored a perfect 10! *because they describe her about the size of a really tall 4th grader-students are usually 9 to 10 years old.


Princess of Romanian gymnastic - Nadia Comaneci



Okay, enough the history about her, but the most beautiful quote she posted is, 




"It is unbelievable what can be achieved if you only try. AIM FOR THE POSSIBLE."




No one in this world tend to be a perfect person, but yes,with the great possibility and effort they do can be PERFECT. It's up to you. Dream big, and try to make it real. Miracle do happens sometimes.  



1) Allah's plan for us is not always what have might wish to be.

 2) HE had perfect timing, never early, never late. It takes little patience and faith but its worth the wait.



So, it's up to you:

ONE Song can spark a moment
ONE Flower can wake a dream
ONE Tree can start a forest
ONE Bird can herald spring
ONE Smile begins a friendship
ONE Hand claps lifts a soul
ONE Star can guide a ship at sea
ONE Word can frame the goal
ONE Vote can change a nation
ONE Sunbeam lights a room
ONE Candle wipes a darkness
ONE Laugh will conquer gloom
ONE Step must start each prayer
ONE Hope will raise our spirits
ONE Touch can show a care
ONE Voice can speak with wisdom
ONE Life can make the difference





YOU SEE, IT'S UP TO YOU




They once fail before, now?




Monday 6 August 2012

24 Ways to Love Your Patner


Mood: Grateful
Background music: Listening to "Falling Star" by David Archuleta
<to keep up the mood>


Assalamualaikum w.b.t


Can I quote this one to my beloved readers:

"From our heart to yours,
I dedicate this writing to everyone
who has ever been in love, or
hopes to be in love again."



Undeniable


Have you ever falling in love?  :-) Yup, this is million dollar question baby!..Okay okay, it's not the point here. What I'm gonna to share today throughout my reading last night. It is about Chicken Soup for the Couple's Soul and this wonderful story was written by Mark & Chrissy Donnelly. Inside this book was compiled different inspirational stories about love and relationships.  When I read it, I knew there are a checklist which needed by every partner. Either is long distance relationship or your partner is the person we meet everyday.  As a Muslim, of course some of it should-not-be-apply unless you are married.

Here it is. Just like I told you.


Falling in love is a beautiful thing.  It can be all-consuming and make we feel like we can take on the world. Have you ever feel it before? *another question? Ah ha, forget it. To be truth, to sustaining long term love I know it can be difficult. Ways to strengthen the love you and your significant other have. What I've seen nowadays couples who are happily married some of them will end with divorce or facing marital problems.  I'm not good in judgement in this perspective.  But I do have my own views which related to these case. 



1. Are they cheating with their spouse?

2. Due of money crisis because financial problem?

3. Poor of communication?

4.Change in priorities?  
(This can be caused by having kids.)

5. Failed expectations of your spouse?
(one believing is a super hero or that he/she can fix everything for you) 


So, without wasting our time, let's proceed to the ways to love your partner:


1. Love yourself first.
2. Say "I love you" every time you part ways.
3. Compliment freely and often.
4. Appreciate-and celebrate-your differences.
5. Live each day as if it's your last.
6. Write unexpected love letters.
7. Accept and love each other' family and friends.
8. Apologize sincerely.
9. Be forgiving.
10. Remember the day you fell in love-and recreate it.
11. Say "I love you" with your eyes.
12. Let her cry in your arms.
13. Tell him you understand.
14. Let her give you directions when you're lost.
15. Laugh at his jokes.
16. Appreciate at her inner beauty.
17. Do other person's chores for a day.
18. Encourage wonderful dreams.
19. Start a love journal and record your special moments.
20. Calm each others fears.
21. Respect each other.
22. Be your partner;s biggest fan.
23. Show interest in the others work.
24. Work on a project together.


It takes two to tango





It is simple as ABC. 

Ego to say sorry? Please let it go.




From anonymous quote


Actually there are 50 ways to love your partner stated in this book but I only picked up the best 24's. Mama always remind me, to have a good relationship need TRUST, HONOR, RESPECT and LOYAL.  Yes, I do believe in it. So,how about you?

Spread the love
but number ONE is ALLAH s.w.t.


p/s: I love myself and family :-)

Monday 30 July 2012

New Chapter


Bismillahirahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum & Good day peeps, 



Ya Allah, to be exact this will be my 3rd attempt creating blog of my own but none of it exists. What makes me create a blog?  Ah ah, I got my own reasons. Before that, some will say through blog we can share our thoughts, views, criticisms and to conclude all of this, blog is like their personal journal because things around them really
influence them.


This is place for my general musings, thoughts, inspiration and explorations.  I believe in constantly learning in sharing and expanding the mind as well as the heart.  Frankly, I was greatly influenced by my best friend, Miss Hana and other top bloggers as well.


Same goes over here because of my reading and writing habit, I tend to follow this trend, having my own blog too. I used to collect beautiful and inspiring quotes inside my diary. Eh, diary since when?  To be personally, I do want to improve my English especially in writing and speaking. I mean "proper English". No a jumble-up-English-type. I hope I can make it for real. Read more and write often even I usually scribble the draft of my writing but due of my procrastination, all those scribbles become history.  That’s why, I need to change this habit.  Yes, step by step baby!




"Procrastination is the thief of time" –Edward Young






Do it NOW! 




So, the new chapter already begin inside the either Promise for Happiness or Art of Living. InsyaAllah, all the post will be general, randomly, what I see, feel, or influence me deeply inside.




You can't start the next chapter of your life if you keep Re-reading the last one.








Till then,


GO NOW and LIVE. . .
TRUST YOUR GUT. MAKE YOUR FRIENDS WITH YOUR INTUITION.
KNOW YOURSELF FULLY BEFORE YOU MAKE PROMISES TO ANOTHER.
FEEL BLESSING


 Reading is my passion.



P/S: Special thanks to Miss Hana for her true support.
ILY;-)