She has the heart of gold

Mama and I.

We're ain't perfect but she looking three of us as her most treasure in her life. Her sons and daughter. 

(abang, adik and me). She care, sooth us with warm and grace.She always remind us:

Anakku adalah amanah ku,
Anakku adalah ibadatku,
Anakku adalah jihad ku,
Anakku adalah ujian ku.

Since we're young she opened our eyes clearly in the true sense of showing love,tendency and gratitude. Even though she's not in high education, but she still gave us the best shot to educate us with the best experience,memories of childhood and the perspective of Islam. Together with Abah, my dad really put a high commitment on us. We facing all the odds and other predicaments but it doesn't matter, we managed faced it and turn it everything very well. Here are we now.

Thanks for millions Mama. You are our first teacher. You read to us a lot since we're infant. She always bear in our mind the art of reading until now. You pursue us to adapt this habit if we have our own child. InsyaALLAH Mama.I'll do it the same too. I love when you flash back all the stories on how you raised us. We truly grateful having this moments.

You read to us.

Mama, I knew on certain time you cried quietly. But you didn't show it off to us. I knew you kept a diary which you poured all yours sadness and happiness inside it. I always teasing you, "Mama,may I read your diary?". I knew the first answer popping out from your mouth is "NO". hehe. As the matter of fact, you knew our feeling better than others. 

The three of your children pursuing study and apart from you and abah now. But she keep positively. You said: "It's okay, berhijrah la mana-mana pun, ni kan bumi Allah". I'm touched with that words mama. Yes, you do have the heart of gold. You managed your life perfectly and keep it balanced as well. What about your cooking? You served us the best and healthy meal even you didn't have the qualification as Master chef whatsoever. I envy you mama. You turn all the raw materials into a splendid dishes. I admit it. Mom's cooking is the best. 

But the most I like about you mama were how you giving us the moral support when all of us are down either in relationship,study nor life. Yeah, you simply turn the gap between us by trying to get know our world even it different from us. But the concept of healing is still the same. You are very great listener,still hug us and give your warm kisses to us.Mama thank you again.

If you read this entry, it only 25% of confession and gratitude to you. The rest let the two of us know. I'm truly sorry from the bottom of my heart if I did let you down, but on top of all I love you so much MAMA.

You rock our day :)

Start from today, cherished every moments with your mom. Give her a call, kisses, hug and put her name inside your prayer. The power of love and the bond that you had share with her is magical. To all the mother or mother-to-be out there, all of you are super-great. Allah gave you the kind of rezeki which not everyone have. Al-Fatihah to those who's mother pass away recently. 

The Three Musketeers

If we refer the words "Musketeers", it will define as a soldier who uses a musket. Quite catchy huh? The truth is it does not relate with any kind of warrior but it refer to the person who I want to describe.hehe.

Well,as the result of our previous semester already came out, I would like to write this entry to my dearest group mates last semester. To Fana and Sarah.

From bottom of my heart, I really owed their dedication, supportive and brilliant ideas in the process of completing my 2nd semester in degree. Thanks a bunch girls. So, let's recall back what they had did which touched my heart.

Bismillahirahmanirahim,

 As my gratitude of thankfulness towards them.
*Iqra'

After we had started semester 2, all IM225's student knew that we have to complete several final projects but lucky for us we only need to sit two papers for the exam.Horey? Not yet. Quite hectic and rushing that semester. While pushing ourselves as hard as we can to perform, present and try completing our either project for individual nor grouping. That's the challenge. 

From the beginning, after we were divided into several group which all of us decided ourselves. Most of the project need us to have 3 persons each group. Okay,tough decision.But at the end, Fana and Sarah became my group mates.Not only for our final project but also other assignments. 

The rough moments we faced such as lack of creative ideas, rushing for the deadline for submitting our proposal, sleepless and abandon our eating schedule. Everything need us to be quick as possible. Yeah, procrastination sometimes become our buddy.hehe.But we managed to overcome it. Right girls?

I would like to said that, semester 2 was really challenging. I remember once that Fana tweet: I do not look dugaan as dugaan, but prefer call it as a hikmah. Those moments and tiring schedule, will be less burden because of two my great group mates. Syukur to Allah. I learnt a lot of things from them. They really helped me. To be truth, I'm glad to be with them.

To Sarah and Fana,

I adore both of you,

You taught me new things,

which I didn't discover yet.

Your coolness covered my ego,

Your words do sooth my sorrowfulness,

Your sense of fashion, help a lot for my wardrobe.

Thank you for everything.
May ALLAH bless both of you.

From the left: Fana, Sarah and me.

We are what we are,

The three musketeers
(Ili, Sarah and Fana)

Are We All We Are (PART 2)

Best Friends back back then in PSP

Names that should be mention here:

1) Noorhafizah bt Abdullah

She has the heart of gold

2) Sutha D/O Maniam

She's my GOOGLE and savior 

3) Wan Nur Aqilah bt. Mohamed Khalid

Pretty girl with brilliant 

4) Hana
She's my inspirational. I admire her words. 

Sutha,Pijah and Kiki: They are the best trio ever! For the past 3 years, we've struggling for our Diploma, I would like to said that I never regret at once being friend with them. I cherished every moments that we shared together. We used to be so closed but right now, each of us have our own field that need to explore. We share the same laughter of jokes we had made. A part of the rough moments we faced, we still stick together. We lend our hand if one of us in trouble of fear, sadness or confusing. Those sweet and odds moments still lingering in my head. 

Dear my girlfriends,
May our bond of friendship still remains in our hearts.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU, 
Pijah, Kiki & Sutha


Hana: She is a young lady who had her own charismatic and great thoughts. i admired her words especially in her blog, Tumblr, or FB. This is because her words comes straight from her heart. We met during both of us in semester 3 at PSP. Yeah, both of us participated in our student council. You are in Multimedia Club while I'm in JPP. But it doesn't matter. We became closed when both of us represented our poly for the debate competition. Yes,yes, you speak louder and mostly you have very firm during coming out with your points.
:-)

But the best part was we shared the same passion. READING.
I admit that you intro to me a lot of fascinating books and pursue me to read it. I love hearing your interest towards Justin Bieber and show me your cool move dancing like him.


Dear Hana Yusof,
I miss to talk to with you again. Hope in some other time, we may have a cuppa together and catch up all those moments we have miss.