Let's be awesome with them! (PART 1)

F to the R to the I to the E to the N to the D

(spell it right ladies and gentlemen)

F.R.I.E.N.D.S 

Assalamualaikum,

This entry will be the entry that I want to dedicate to all my friends out there, who touch my heart, making me smiling grinning til ears with their jokes, sharing their words of wisdom, taught me the sense of fashion, to be loved and be in love and most important they know what meaning FRIENDS are for.

Yes, you do.

Bestie

Friend really important in our life. It's reality, I didn't made it up. They are kind of a person who create a special bond with us. We need them. Why so? because sometimes they can turn us become a better person, influence us to do great things, encourage us to score better marks in our assignment and the most important we are the one who hold the key to be friend with whom. What about mine? Well, I always bear in my mind that:

"I can be friend with everyone, but I keep the selected one closed."

I'm really grateful that I was being surrounding with the beautiful heart, excellent and great thinker, funny and always making me smile, strong and have firm judgmental during arguments. Please, I'm not a selective person who does not care or be friend with certain people, but in certain way they are too complicated to understand.The timeline that I pass through in my life have taught me the art of being friend. So much memories and lessons that got from them. Thank you guys, a part from you all did reshape myself internally to be exact even some of you we met only through social network.

Lot of loves,
Ili Fahmeeda 




Here comes the list:

Best Friends back then in kindergarten

Name that should be mention here: 

Rohana Ishak and Nur Izzati Samsuddin.

Why I should credit them: Well, because they are my friends? Ahaha, I know them best. We quite close until primary school. If I flip over my album and I saw our picture together,there will be grinning on my face.How closed we are back then. Even we are far apart and have our own life and dreams but deep inside our soul, they are my great friend and always be forever. If both of you read this entry, 

"Rohana, Izzati, aku rindu kat hampa" 

(Rohana,Izzati, I missed both of you :'-(

Too much to be told, let the rest remained in the memory.

Close Friend back then in Primary School 

Name that should be mention:

Nur Nabilah bt Mazlan

She is school prefect, talented in painting and drawing skills.

Masni Mohd. Adnan

We closed because our elder brother studying in same school.

Nur Liyana Abd.Latiff

You always good in Math. I remember your neat handwriting scribbling down on my kad raya and birthday card wishes.

Farhah Shabir

Her nick name is Paah. One of the best student with sunshiny sincere smile.
Nurul Qistina Baharuddin
Soft-spoken girl and she's very good in English.


To conclude:

(No thesaurus can give you girls those words, no rhyming dictionary.)

but a THANK YOU.

How about the rest of my former schoolmates?

 Here, I really want all you know that, I DID OWED AMAZING GREAT YEARS WITH ALL OF YOU during SKPB Batch97-02. I still keep in touch with them through Facebook and Twitter. Some of them really succeed in their life whether in studies or career. Congratulations. But really want to track back my friend named Syazmin. We are from the same class, 1 Berkat, but she moved to another school shortly.  The memories that I remember was her appearance, Chinese looking girl even she is Malay :-)

Close Friend back then Secondary School

Name that should be mention: 

1) Wan Nur Ashikin Wan Hassan

2) Faten Nur Hakimah Zaidi

3) Nurul Farehah Fisal

4)Siti Aishah Suhaimi

5) Nadiah Mohd Noor

6) Nor Syazwani Ismail

7) Nor Hamiezah

8) Nasriah Husna Mohd. Fathil

9) Nur Farahin

10) Aisyah Diyana

11)Siti Nur Jannah 

12) Mohd. Syazwan Zamer
13) Idayu
14) Nur Liyana Rosli
15) Faridah

To conclude:
To be fair and square, all of them got their own awesomeness and speciality. 
THANK YOU. Maybe in next 10 years we will meet again for our reunion.

Some of them, I already knew since primary school but we're not so closed yet. So, everything change after we became classmates. I get to know them well. We pass through the odds and memorable experiences together. They became my "mirror" who define me as well. 

P/S:

We have been through dramas, stupidity, secrets, experiences, fights, arguments, jealousy, tears and laughter. 
I love you.♥

Some where, Some how

I love them so much
(just to catch up my breath before starting the entry)

Bismillahirahmanirahim,
Assalamualaikum.

It's been a LONG time I didn't update my blog. I kept procrastinate updating it even I do have stories to tell about. Things happened around me and what the most remarkable moments that I pass through this whole 2nd semester really makes me wondered did I pass the "TEST"?

YA ALLAH,
I do kept grumbling, complaining, and sobbing last semester. But the best part were I do have strongest supporters behind me who always be there when I needed, giving motivational words and wisdom, sharing their laughter and spirit to keep me move on. If I stated one by one, it will be a long list.

Try harder to SMILE.

Sometime she just a sobbing girl ;(

I kept rejoiced myself, everything will going be fine even it hardest to solve it. I tried to smile and keep thinking the positive thoughts but surely I can't pass through it without my friends, love one and family. SYUKRAN JAZILAN. So I concluded as:

"Thank you for all your kindness again, I do owed all of you"

Some where, some how where I didn't noticed that I'm successfully pass through last semester (not until my 2nd semester result come out actually), even I called it as an ODD one. but sometime it do have it's own sweet memories behind it. I learnt a lot things, about the friendship bonding, what's mean trust to somebody, handling my own time management, differences between being prepared and not prepared, being an independent instead of dependable to others :( and the way I'm  handling my own problems. I like to confess that I still not perfect enough especially towards anyone that knew me. SORRY.

Sorry can be the hardest word.
Don't put to much ego when saying it.

There still a long journey which I needed to complete. It always keep mingling inside my head. 

(Always bear in my mind )

Completing the road of success is a MARATHON. not a sprint.#positivequote

Till then, salam

I'm coming home

I'm coming home

I'm coming home

Tell the world I'm coming home

 

 

 

 

Well,

To be exact, there only few hours left before I'm heading back to Penang for mid-sem break.

Frankly, there are some sort of weird feeling. Am I too excited or too anxious?

Err, absolutely excited. 

(IT IS AN AWESOME FEELING :-).

Last night, I successfully packed all my belogings inside my luggage.

This time, I cannot travel light (usually I only bring along my backpack and very small handy bag).

Because half of my luggage filled with "things that needed and references for my assignments and upcoming test".

But there are few things that I need to rechecked back.

Most important is the TICKET, without it, I'm no where tonight. :( 

 

 

So, the joyful and excitement already filled in the air.

Last morning, I still got one class left which was 3 hours period.

To be truth, I'm not totally focusing with the lectures given.

(Sorry Sir Rahimi). but I tried to focus and scribbles the notes. 

Luckily, the class finished earlier.

Alhamdulillah.

 

 

 

Okay, to kill my past time, I prefer staying at the library after that.

It's been a while I didn't visited or borrowing some books.

Today is the day, two books which I choosed to borrow for my references during this holiday.

and I'm satisfied with it.

Apart from that, I just flipped through several books and I find this interesting quote:

 

 

 

 

"When success has been achieved,

Don't ride on pride. Enjoy your rythmes"

 

 

 

 

Rejoice myself with this holiday.

I just want to spent my tranquality of sensation quality week.

Yup, Hari Raya Haji is in the corner.

and it is the Festival of Sacrifice.

 

 

 

 

 

So,

What are your sacrifies this time?

:-)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Syukur Alhamdulillah

Dear my blog,

I'm extremely sorry because I'm neglecting you recently.
Due of heavy burdens this semester, I hardly find the right time to update you.
Please forgive me :(

P/s: I missed my old times.

;(

I used to LOVE swinging at playground.

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Okay,okay, let's proceed to our story.
First and foremost, it's already October. Times as usual flies quickly and left me alone with my own procrastination.
(Great Ili! T_T)

Yes, times flies madly fast.

Err..reminder for me ;p

I admitted that I'm being quite playing around with my time management even though I hardly tried my best to manage it. But I confidently 100% that I/m not totally focused.
Ya Allah, this semester will be the tough one, I can feel it.* my instinct told me so.
BUT I always keep remind myself, be positive, always try your best to achieve what you dream for
If your senior can do it, so do you.

Burn the midnight candle and having a cuppa.

InsyaAllah, that's are my target.

Sound true for me. 

Things unexpected may happens if we're not prepared.

We need a clear planning inside our life.
If not, we are not getting anywhere.
We should be "Istiqamah" to do it.
Plan it well, InsyaAllah everything will turn as we expected.
Well, enough with those motivation words.


Recently, I kept busying myself with all those assignment, quizzes, presentation and proposal for my project this semester.
Those routine kept on and on without full stop until the dateline which we need to pass up.
It needs a lot scarifies.
Therefore, everything need a very brilliant and creative IDEAS to do it.
I hope for the best, so I need to perform it well. InsyaALLAH.
So far so good, I had a very supportive classmates, Abah and Mama who always be there for me and my love one, HR who encourage me to overcome all these odds.
Million thanks my dearest for the constant doa :)

Syukur Alhamdulillah.

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Library is like a candystore

Today will be the shortest entry.
Since yesterday I planned nicely to come to library cause' I got no class today.
Alhamdulillah, everything going well.
After a quick spring cleaning my house this morning and having breakfast, I managed to have car pooling with one of my housemates, Kak Dilla. (Thank you, I owed you Kak Dilla ^^)
The reason why I come to the library is to have group discussion with my groupmates for Dr. Nasir's proposal. (hope everything going well)
Sigh....
How much I missed the library. It's like entering a candystore.
Yup, my passion of reading is still alive. It keep booming over my head.
Cause' this semester, I was stayed outside. So, it's quite hard to come over except if I have class on that day.
But the chances come over on weekends to hang out, flip over the newspapers and having a tranquality time in here is rare. :(
Ya, I admit that library in here is not cool like others. but I've to be grateful.
At least it is still a library.=_=

My candystore

 The real candystore :)

Which one do you prefer?

;3





I will be coming home

It's been a while since the last entry, I didn't have a chance yet to update my blog.
One word to describe my situation right now, "PROCRASTINATION".
Everything which I planned, is out of track. :(
Oh my, oh my..
A lot of things happens recently~my C-Day ^^
I need to regain my spirit back, all those hopes and expectations.


This 2nd semester in degree gonna be more "adventurous". :3
But I'm not a "LONE RANGER". Cause they are already made my day.

To:
1) My parents who are my gold, platinum, and diamond.
   *include abang and adik. I missed them, badly ;(
2) I do have great classmates who always be there for me and they are like my big family now. Thanks guys!


Half of the subjects I took this semester is super-duper-fascinating.
Combination of technical and theory. Even though, my diploma was in computer field but I still can adapt those lessons for my degree in Sc.in Information Management.
But  to be truth, first time entered HTML class, I already nervous.
Oh my, is quite hard than C++. The coding which like a strange language which I've to learn this semester. Yup, our lecturer already gave us our final project.
"AWESOME". T_T.
But it's okay, I need falling in love this subject and pass with flying colors.
Overall, I want to give the best shot this semester, like previously. Amin. InsyaAllah.

“Success is getting what you want, happiness is wanting what you get” 

Yup, I'm currently waiting for Raya Haji.

Why? 

I will be coming home.
I missed everything in Penang.

and I'm very looking forward for it.

Let the pictures portrays my feelings right now:

Hundreds miles away from Penang. 

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The End

Oh,

Last but not least,

here are my diploma 's C-Day pictures:

Expectation for my Convocation Day

             Approximately almost 3077 students who will be received their diploma for this 12th Convocation of Polytechnic Seberang Perai 2012. What a long list right, for sure it combined four different departments in my polytechnic which are Commerce, Electric, Mechanical and Information Technology department.  After viewed the list name of graduates, and yeay! my name was listed as number 1087.

Proud to be listed as number 1087 out of 3077.

But....sigh~

              To be truth is I'm really looking forward this C-Day for a long time. But it's okay, Allah plan's is great and I'm really grateful that the date which fixed for my department's turn was just in time. 7th September will be the rehearsal. Then followed by 8th September, JKE a.k.a Electrical Department, my department's turn for convocation will be held. The next day, 9th September, I will be heading back to UiTM Machang, Kelantan. Ermm, what a tight schedule there. Three days in a row. 

               I'm always want to be early bird to settle down the payment for convocation fees and things that needed to bring along during the rehearsal.  The irony was I just paid the necessary fees only which the grand total is RM240. Besides, I refused to order the plaque because I'm really sensible to myself and the cost for the plaque already reach RM60. Naaahh, it's okay. The most important is the memories which I want to captured and keep it.  Oh, the other preparations such the bouquet of flower and my attire for C-day already prepared.  I keep simple as I can but the most important is sanctification.  

               Thank you to Abah and Mama for general support and doa throughout my three years struggling to finish my diploma. Both of you always be my good listener when I needed your ideas and advice to achieve the dreams. Yup, I will cherish all those hard and happy moments during studying in Polytechnic Seberang Perai. Thank you to the lecturers and amazing seniors and friends who always pick me up during I'm down. I owed all of you. 

Hope everything will be turn okay.

The weather

The memories

The expectations

The reunion

InsyaAllah.

Soon it will be my turn.
Ili Fahmeeda binti Ismail
will receive
Diploma in Electronic (Computer) Engineering
from
Electrical Department
Polytechnic Seberang Perai


Date:8th September 2012 (Saturday)
Venue: Dewan Sri Mutiara
Time: 9.30 am until 12.00 noon

credit to Official Website PSP for this picture.